“No.”
“Please.”
I shoved him away so hard that his back struck the wall.
Behind the double doors at the end of the hall, my younger sister was fighting for her life. Surgeons were trying to deliver her premature twins while repairing damage caused by a placental abruption. Less than twenty minutes earlier, Ben had been sitting beside me with his elbows on his knees, whispering Rosie’s name as though repeating it could keep her alive.
Then he had dragged me into this corridor and told me the truth about their marriage was “much worse” than anything I feared.
I had imagined greed.
Inheritance.
Pity.
Even the possibility that he had married Rosie because he had once loved me and wanted to remain near me.
I had not imagined murder.
One of the nurses bent to retrieve the paper.
Ben snatched it first.
“It’s private,” he said.
“Is she having a panic attack?” the nurse asked.
“I’m fine,” I lied.
“You don’t look fine.”
“My sister is in surgery.”
The nurse’s expression softened. “You should sit down.”
Those were almost the same words Ben had used moments before.
I hated them now.
“I said I’m fine.”
The nurses exchanged a glance, then reluctantly returned through the doors, leaving Ben and me alone beneath the humming lights.
I stared at him.
“You knew?”
His jaw tightened.
“How long have you known?”
“Not everything.”
“That is not an answer.”
“Six months,” he said.
The words struck harder than the scream had.
“Six months?”
“Rosie found evidence last winter.”
“And neither of you told me?”
“She wanted to be certain.”
“My mother has been dead for seventeen years.”
“I know.”
“You were at her funeral.”
