a moment, she said, “Yes.”
“Why?”
“At first, because I didn’t want you to think I was using Nora to get close to you.”
“You were using Nora to get close to me.”
“To meet you. Yes.”
“And later?”
Claire stared down at the gray carpet.
“Later I was scared you’d leave.”
That was the first answer she’d given me all night that didn’t seem wrapped in something noble.
I folded the photograph once, instantly regretted it, and opened it again.
“I need some time by myself.”
Claire stood.
“Do you want me to leave?”
I considered it.
Then I shook my head.
“Stay here.”
She nodded.
I walked outside alone.
And for once, Claire didn’t follow me.
But halfway across the library courtyard, another memory surfaced.
Nora snapping a book shut.
Me furious.
My own childish voice saying:
“Fine. Finish it yourself.”
I stopped walking.
Because suddenly I needed
