discussing.
Andy has adjusted fastest.
He has a big heart.
Sometimes I worry it is too big.
Then I remember that kindness doesn’t make him weak.
Adam continues paying what he owes.
He never complains to me about it anymore.
Rachel never returned.
The last I heard, she and Chloe were doing well.
I genuinely hope they are.
As for Adam and me, there is no romantic reunion.
People have asked.
The answer is no.
Absolutely not.
I wish him growth.
I hope he becomes the father our children deserve for whatever years remain.
But the woman who waited outside that hospital for him no longer exists.
And even if she did, she deserves someone who would never make her wait.
I don’t need Adam to love me.
I don’t need him to regret losing me.
I don’t even need him to fully understand what those years were like.
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