I was thirty-five, six months pregnant with our second daughter, and raising a four-year-old who still believed her father was going to recover because, in her mind, that was simply what parents did.

For eight months, my entire life had become a collection of lists.

Medication schedules.

Oncology visits.

Insurance calls.

Bills.

Lucy’s preschool calendar.

My prenatal appointments.

One evening, Jack watched me organizing pills at the kitchen table.

“You know you don’t have to control every minute of every day, right?”

I looked at him.

“I’m six months pregnant, Lucy is four, and my husband has cancer. Which part of that situation would you like me to stop managing?”

He smiled weakly.

“Maybe start with me.”

“You’re the least trustworthy part.”

“We’ve been together since high school.”

“Exactly. I have years of evidence.”

He laughed.

Then immediately started coughing so hard he had to hold the edge of the

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