She swallowed hard and looked away.
— And because I kept thinking I would tell you tomorrow.
Tomorrow.
The same word I had heard in the dark a few minutes earlier.
The word that had sounded like betrayal now sounded like cowardice mixed with love, and that combination was somehow harder to forgive than either one alone.
I told her I thought she was cheating on me.
She closed her eyes for a second.
When she opened them again, they shone with tears and something sharper.
— You saw another man’s shadow before you saw how sick I was.
Nothing she could have said would have hit me harder.
My daughter said a man enters our room every night, and by the time I dropped her off at school, I had already lived through three different versions of my marriage ending.
Sonia was eight, serious in the way only very gentle children can be.