want to stop reading now, stop.**
**But if you find him, you’ll understand why I couldn’t walk away.**
**I’m sorry I never told you.**
I read the words twice.
Then looked at Mara.
“Ethan who?”
She said nothing.
“Is Ethan your son?”
“No.”
“Were you sleeping with Jack?”
“No.”
“Then who is he?”
“I can’t tell you.”
I actually laughed.
Not because anything was funny.
“You just came to the house of a pregnant widow carrying a letter from her dead husband telling her to find a five-year-old boy, and now you’re saying you can’t explain who he is?”
“Jack wanted you to decide whether you wanted to keep looking.”
“Why?”
“Because once you know the truth, you can’t unknow it.”
“Stop talking like you’re in some mystery movie.”
She flinched.
“You’re right.”
I crossed my arms.
“Who are you?”
Mara took a breath.
“I grew up in foster care.”