I missed her. The ache in my chest was a physical weight. I missed the Saturday afternoons we spent playing chess in the sunroom. I missed her sharp wit, her stories about the war, and the way she would squeeze my hand when my parents made a snide comment about my life choices.
“She’s in a better place,” my mother announced loudly as the casket was lowered, ensuring her voice carried to the back.
I stayed silent. I knew the better place was anywhere away from them.
Two days later, we gathered in the plush, mahogany-paneled office of Mr. Henderson, the estate attorney. The air smelled of old paper and greed.
My parents sat on the leather sofa, holding hands, looking expectant. I sat in a stiff wooden chair in the corner. I was the anomaly in the room—Elena, the daughter who moved away, the one who didn’t marry a doctor or a banker, the one whose job was “something government, very boring,” according to my mother.